somaari

Need not expect answers for all your questions.. Yes, I really don’t know what to say or how to interpret the recent incident in my house and with my father… well, there are so many things which cannot be explained scientifically in this world. The world is too vast to be studied and generalized into one single definition. With my scientific attitude and approach to everything that happens in our daily life, I try to analyze the situations and come to a conclusion normally which I often don’t share with anyone. And there are so many things that has passed in front of my own eyes and I have failed to understand and interpret in a rational way. Yes of course that is the greatest limitation of human beings. Every one looks and perceives the experiences of life in their own way according to their background or influences through which they might have gone. It is something like personally experiencing the great depths of Mariana trench or to see the coelacanth of African seas. No one ...

Yes..... think about it... So soon...your enthusiasm evaporated... started already feeling hollow.. what kind of person you are? Your entire life's experience and interpretations,your intense events, unforgettable incidents..... such a long journey .. A journey of about five and odd decades of adventurous or most unpredictable life.... A life on which you never have any hold or control and which always decided and dictated by most unreasonable escapist father..... A mother almost like a slave in the knots of the social dogmas of typical Hindu Brahman  exploited wife.....and being brought up in such a circumstances of rural background which was always about fifty years backwards in modernization or progress or social development of its neighbor urban area.. You are exhausted with your little knowledge and experience of resource? Am I feeling once again that there is nothing in the world worth expressing.... for hundreds of years many great thinkers have been expressing ...

ಪ್ರವಾಸದ ತಂಡ ಜೋಗ ತಲುಪಿದಾಗ ಗಂಟೆ ಮೂರೂವರೆ ಆಗಿತ್ತು. ಇನ್ನೂ ಊಟ ಮುಗಿದಿರಲಿಲ್ಲ. ಕಾರಣ, ಬೆಂಗಳೂರು ಬಿಡುವಾಗ ಲೇಟ್ ಆಗಿ, ಮದ್ಯ್ದದಲ್ಲಿ ಗಾಡಿ ಪಂಕ್ಚರ್ ಆಗಿ, ಭದ್ರಾವತಿಯಲ್ಲಿ ಮೈನರ್ ರಿಪೇರಿಯಾಗಿ ಕಡೆಗೆ ಜೊಗ್ ಸೇರಿದಾಗ ಎಲ್ಲರೂ ಸತ್ತು ಸುಣ್ಣಾಗಿದ್ದರು. ಬೆಂಗಳೂರು ಬಿಡುವಾಗ ಇದ್ದ ಚಿಲ್ಲಾಟ,ಕೂಗಾಟ, ಉತ್ಸಾಹ ಎಲ್ಲಾ ಮಾಯವಾಗಿ, ಕೆಲವರು ತೂಕಡಿಸುತ್ತಿದ್ದರು. ಉಪಾಧ್ಯಾಯರುಗಳೂ ಸಹಾ ನಿರುತ್ಸಾಹದಿಂದ ಸುಮ್ಮನೆ ಕೂತಿದ್ದರು. ಬಸ್ ಹಾಸ್ಟೆಲ್ ಮುಂದೆ ನಿಂತಾಗ ಸಾಮಾನ್ಯವಾಗಿ ಕಂಡುಬರುವ ಲವಲವಿಕೆ ಯಾರಲ್ಲೂ ಉಳಿದಿರಲಿಲ್ಲ. ಆಚಾರ್ ಮಾಷ್ಟ್ರು, ಅಡುಗೆಯ ತಂಡದ ರಾಜು ಹೇಳಿದ ನಂತರ ಎಲ್ಲರು ತಮ್ಮ ತಮ್ಮ ಲಗೇಜ್ ಸಮೇತ ಇಳಿಯಬಹುದೆಂದು ಹೇಳಿದ ಕೂಡಲೇ, ಇದುವರೆಗೂ ಮೌನವಾಗಿದ್ದ ಹುಡುಗರು ಪಾದರಸದಂತೆ ಚುರುಕಾದರು. ತಾ ಮುಂದು ನಾ ಮುಂದು ಎಂದು ಎದ್ದು ಲಗೇಜ್ ಎತ್ತಿಕೊಂಡು ದಡ ದಡನೆ ಇಳಿದು ಹಾಸ್ಟೆಲ್ ಗೆ ಲಗ್ಗೆ ಹಾಕಿದರು. ತಮ್ಮ ತಮ್ಮ ಸ್ನೇಹಿತರೊಂದಿಗೆ, ತಮಗೆ ಇಷ್ಟ ಬಂದ ಕೊಠಡಿಗಳಿಗೆ ನುಗ್ಗಿ ಬ್ಯಾಗ್ ಗಳನ್ನು ಎಸೆದು ಕಾಲುಚಾಚಿ ಅಲ್ಲಲ್ಲೇ ಬಿದ್ದುಕೊಂಡರು. ಹಾಸ್ಟೆಲ್ ಮುಂದೆ ಇರುವ ಹೊಳೆ ಯಾರ ಗಮನಕ್ಕೆ ಯಾವಾಗ ಬಂತೊ, ಅಂತೂ ಹುಡುಗರೆಲ್ಲ ತಮ್ಮ ತಮ್ಮ ಒಳ ಉಡುಪುಗಳೊಂದಿಗೆ ಹೊರ ಹೋಗಲು ಆರಂಬಿಸಿದರು. ಉಪಾದ್ಯರುಗಳ ಸೂಚನೆ, ಎಚ್ಚರಿಕೆಗಳಿಗೂ ಕಾಯದೆ ಗುಂಪು ಗುಂಪಾಗಿ ಹೊರ ಹೊರಟರು. ಹಾಸ್ಟೆಲ್ ಮುಂದೆ ಇದ್ದ ಕಟ್ಟೆಯ ಮೇಲೆ, ಬೇವಿನಮರದ ಕೆಳಗೆ ಕುಳಿತ ಎಮ...

Year.....1980-81, month....December, Date...Second or Third... It was after mid-night and night was too dark and too cold for anybody to venture out on any kind of expedition for whatever cause it might be... Yet in that evil hour........ An ambassador car was speeding from Bangalore to Kunigal. There were four persons in the car including the driver. No conversation among them for a long time since they left Bangalore a few hours ago. All the four of them were awake but with unwanted and miserable silence.They were preoccupied with repeated thoughts kept disturbing like the waves of the ocean. The two teachers were very anxious even to think of the unpleasant and unavoidable forthcoming meeting with the person whom they are searching in that middle of the night have come from jog falls to Bangalore just few hours ago in K.S.R.T.C.bus and now again they are on the move to catch the person, who had left for his native village in kuningal taluk. The other two were brothers of Kariyappa a...